#1327

SO.
Still having war with the whole family. I'm not shock at all because it happens as often as Yuk visits Genting. And the cause of this war is always the same.

I've a Mother who thought she provoked me.
I've a Brother who thought he didn't provoked me.
THIS IS BULLSHIT.

Everyday, I've to survive on bread. The only starch I can get without troubling myself to cook and wash. And the quantity of the bread I've was what people have for a meal, breakfast for example. Technically, I'm surviving with one only meal and water. Of course, this isn't pathetic, there are people out there who don't eat for days. But the thing that I'm trying to say is that MY PARENTS ONLY KNOW HOW TO BUY BREAD FOR ME TO EAT. Nothing else but BREAD. In my house, there's nothing like snacks. There's a fridge as tall as me but it's empty. The only food you can find are maybe, instant noodles, plain bread and eggs. Nothing else. It's silly to think that they think I can survive on bread. If I actually opened that damn mouth of mine to ask why they didn't get me proper meals, they will either say something like I've the money so I should get it myself. Or something like, they don't know what I want to eat. To me, these "excuses" are rubbish, even if they don't know what I want to eat they could have at least get my favourite food.

Sometimes I wonder if my brother is my nemesis.
Because he irritated me, I chose to punish my parents and my stomach.
The worst thing is not my relationship with parents and nemesis.
But today is the last day that I can enjoy food like crazy yet I chose to starve.
Tomorrow is the day that I shall announce my teeth dead.

So right now, they only talk to my nemesis.
They think he's a good kid but he's not. REALLY.
Then fine. I shall continue to starve until I faint.