#1326

I REALLY CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS.
Everything I ask, you don't know anything.
I asked when your paper is going to end tomorrow and you don't know?
And why can't you request that you want your own room?
Simply because you study on the bed and you shared the room with Mum.
Are you going to let her sleep with the lights on while you're studying?
Come on`, she's having a tough job and you're doing this.
Another alternative is you move your things to the living room.
Is not like there's no table for you to do work please.
There's such a big one already there. Or you can bring out the movable one.
Can't you just study in the living room? At least you've table and chair.
And you don't need to make Mum sleep like this.
SERIOUSLY.
Don't say that you don't have place to study.
Because the table is just outside.
Don't say that you don't have your personal space to study.
Because you didn't request to have your own room.
THIS IS BULLSHIT.
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No one called in the evening to ask whether I've eaten.
Normally, Pa would had called. And Ma told me to settle it myself.
And and, my pa would had called and ask where I went.
And none of these happened.
I slam the door shut after my brother attitude me.
And they didn't even care bout` it.
SEE.
WHAT SHIT IS THIS.
Seriously, I think I need to slit my wrist again so they will show concern.
And make myself to an attention seeker.
For my brother, once he's not home before eight my Ma will keep calling.
He skipped tuition and claimed that he's in tuition to Dad and he wasn't scolded.
WHAT BULLSHIT IS THIS.
He just makes me think that I shouldn't pay for his school fees in 3 years time.
Anyway, I didn't intend to help him pay.
I'm not that kind of traditional person who keeps a lookout for siblings.

Hey there,
In 3/4 years time, you'll know how important I am. Because it seems like I'll be the only one who can help you pay your school fees. Then you'll recall everything you did to me. And think whether you deserve me to work and save just for your school fees.