#1422

Haven't been updating because I was too busy and too tired from school.
By right, I should be doing research now instead of going twitter and so on.
But I just can't find the things and I totally don't understand what I'm supposed to do.

Tuesday

Another early lesson of the week and in fact, everyday starts at either 8/830. I remembered that the MRT broke down at JE and I was stuck at the platform. By right, I should be stuck in the train but somehow the train moved to the JE platform and it was super crowded. It's like people can fall off anytime but thank god there's this barrier. I didn't know where to walk or what to do and I wanted to take bus but I don't know which bus to take. Until I saw my friend going up the escalator as usual, I called her and we went school via bus together. So I was kind of like late for class, apparently half of the class was late.

Couldn't remember what else happened that day, I think I did some research and it's all horrible because I totally don't understand.

Wednesday

It was my day off and I was resting at home. In fact I was very tired, I slept from 6pm to 10pm (Tuesday) and continued my sleep from 1030pm to 830am. I think it's more than 12hours, that goes to show how tired I was.


Thursday

Thursday was kind of horrible because the lecturer was so long winded. Went to be donors for the mosquitoes in the afternoon while doing some sketching and I my bird nest fern was quite nicely drawn. Then I couldn't really remembered what else happened.

I think we got our project brief and it was hell and I totally don't understand. There's just too many words and instructions ain't clear and suddenly there's just too many things to be done and the time given was too short. The project is like, we cannot really do anything until we visited the site. So right now, we didn't visit the site for once and we were expected to submit these work on coming Thursday. When in fact, we're only visiting the place on coming Tuesday. This is really horrible.

Friday

I dreaded for school like everyone else. Again, talking bout` project and so on it was so stupid to be discussing bout` it when we haven't visit the place. What can we do, seriously. It's not like people will share information with us and I'm like screwed. Apparently, I chose the job title "Project Manager" in the company and that's a role that has lots of things to do. Yes, I'm dying before I did anything.

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I really dislike my year 2 lecturers. All of them are old ladies that are single except for one who's a grandma. And being a grandma she's being so long winded to us and kept repeating everything. It's like for every point she'll give us example that will lead us nowhere. She's horrible because she kept wasting our time by calling us to brainstorm as a class where it's a group effort. Seriously.

I've no comments bout` the other lecturers but I just don't like them. Just by the look of it, I already know that it's going to be hard to get points from them which means I won't be having A(s) anymore. This is crazy, where there's this group of people who took grades more important than others.

Speaking of, there's this voting for the class representative and nominations were being made. In that clique, A and B were nominated, leaving C and D (couple) to vote. Because those who were nominated couldn't vote. When it comes to voting, C and D didn't even vote for A and B and they still say they are good friends. First round of nomination ended with A getting zero votes and four for B, however there's a tie between B and someone else. Therefore, we're voting again, C told D to vote for B for the sake that they're friends. It's like what the fuck, they didn't even vote for their friend in the first round. When those being nominated came out, especially A and B their faces were like all black. Seems like they expect themselves to be chosen and giving black faces since they ain't. Stupid huh. This kind of friends, might as well unfriend.

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I'm not sure why we're here, like this. 
Do you think the time is testing us?
Or perhaps there's still something lingering around.
Maybe there's parts of us pulling each other back. 
I think it's just me.