#1420

BLEHHHHHHHHH!

Hi, I'm officially 18. I can club/gamble/drink. 

I went tumblr like once in a century and I found this picture which totally gives the funny feeling with those phrases. Doesn't the picture, along with the words makes some sense? I think it does to those who just turn 18 because right now basically you can do anything. Now, the things that I can't do are, voting and buying houses, am I right?

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I cannot recall, what I done on Friday. I really have no memories of it.

Saturday was like this. I spent the day catching up on the shows that I recorded and finishing the drama I watched. The inborn pair taiwan drama that I started watching last week was nice but it's just another drama that's like the Ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni (MZZDWAN). In fact, there's a lot drama that's similar to MZZDWAN, really. Maybe the script writer of those dramas are the same and the person kept using the same storyline and just modify it by only a bit. Alright whatever, what's important that it's nice!

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Hello, it's my birthday today and I'm 18 but I'm not thrilled like what the picture is showing. Well, I think it doesn't matter. Spent the day resting and all of the sudden I feel unwell (in the morning) and rotting at home. But too bad vampires don't really rot. Was fake sleeping in my room this afternoon, in fact I was, well, organizing my thoughts and writing some diary since I didn't touch it for a long time. Just as when I want to get out of the room and switch on my wifi, my laopa told me my friends were here. Obviously, I was like HUH to him then the next time I opened the door, they were already singing birthday song. Actually, I felt like tearing but they just don't want to come out, what can I do. By the way, Lili, Hwee, Yuk and Wan came. They gave me surprise and my parents gave them Mac surprise (LOL). Sat down there in the living room and chat for a while, since I didn't see them for a long time (yea). They left before dinner started and because I was too full, my dinner serving was like baby's. 

Again, I've nothing to do, so I rotted with my iTouch, watching inkigayo's performance. Speaking of, 4minute was good. I like their outfits, especially the satin cloth (?) and it kind of like made their legs extremely long and thin and made them looked so classy. But I'm always disappointed with Gayoon and JiYoon was so much better. But people are saying her high notes were too sharp, well at least she put lots of efforts in her singing. All of the sudden, everyone locked their eyes on Jihyun (leader) and she looked prettier. Then again, I was looking at her male dancer, whenever her solo comes. Not only that, I think Hyuna improved and she's having this mysterious feeling whenever the she looked into the camera. There's one more member, Sohyun (?), too bad that her solo was so short, I didn't really notice her. I hope they'll win next week against Sistar. 

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Dear lord/deity, 

Thank you for allowing me to live for 18 years and still counting on. Please continue and watch over me and my family. Amen, amituofo

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Clearly knew that you ain't here, yet I still asked. 

It took me a long time to realize this, it's time to let everything go.