#1402

Really, nowadays, the blogskins are so lame and awful and weird and whatever. Attempt to search bout` HTML codes but I gave up, those stupid letters just give me headaches. Not like I never put in effort, I tried to change the background image/colour and somehow the text turned out to be awful. So I might as well revert back to the old skin without any changes. Therefore, I'm going to give up my new ambition because it drove me crazy, totally. I wonder how people out there can just stare at the screen and edit the codes, and they never notice that their eyes are getting smaller and their heads are leaning closer to the screen. Bad for health!

Shit, I think I got influenced by xiaxue. Oh wrong, not by make-up, fashion or something. Because I watched her videos, and she kept saying vulgar phrases like "what the fuck" so I'm like using the F word everywhere. I think I shall just stop watching, anyway her videos are getting lamer and I don't even know why am I watching her videos in the first place.

Oh shit. Stomach problems gone, and here comes my eyes. I think I've been lying on bed all long staring into my itouch and somehow affected my eyes. If I'm going to be short-sighted or something, my parents will kill me bout` it and nag non-stop everyday. I really have to stop this stupid habit.
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Last night was a horrible one and I totally lost my mind.
You can annoy me but I can't annoy you.
You took my words seriously and you said that I can't take jokes.
You're being nasty to me because I'm being "rude" which is how I annoy people.
You said you don't give a fuck bout` me. Go to hell bitch, get out and never come back.
Then you ... apologized and said you just want to annoy me.

Who the hell in this world will think that whatever you said last night was to annoy people. Totally bullshit, whatever you said just pissed me off. I don't care what the fuck your intentions were and I'm not going to buy it. In the end, you're annoying me and you don't give a fuck bout` it then what's the point of you annoying me. Okay, whatever you've said were just plain stupid.

Oh, go to hell.