#1396

Yesterday, marked the last day of school, being a year one. Who knows time flew so fast.
So, yesterday....
Went to school but was stuck outside because studio wasn't opened yet.
Somehow packed my things and cleared my table.
Felt so weird to have the table empty and somehow can't bear it.
Was half dying while carrying my models and portfolio.
Once I reached home, I left again just to visit IMM for my laptop.
So my compaq laptop .........................
Refomat already, system wasn't as slow anymore but the hard disk has a bit of problem.
So I need to change the hard disk but did nothing to it and just carried compaq home.
Ended up didn't pay anything to the technician there, good or bad? I feel guilty eh.
In conclusion, I've to replace my laptop ram and hard-disk.

Totally feel like fainting while I was transferring buses.
The rides just made me feel so sick.
And worst still, yesterday night I was taken for comparision with other people.
Which totally "made my day". Argh.
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So today, slept until......................................................
Finally decided to caatch HelloBaby MBLAQ and I only like Lauren.
Well, if it was FT.ISLAND, I would had watched earlier.
Then was busy with some other stuff.
There's one thing that I done this afternoon, I listened to FT.ISLAND's old songs.
You know what?! I can't rememebr the lyrics, oh gosh. Not even for Love Love Love. -.-
BUT, I still like after love. I think FT.ISLAND is good at slow ballad songs.
OH YEAH AT HONGKI'S VOICE!
By the way, they won @ today's Mnet Mcountdown! CONGRATS! (:
It's so stupid when I hope they'll win, they actually lost.
So today, I didn't wish they would win, not even for a bit. THEY ACTUALLY WON.
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I cannot get it why, you like to compare me with others.
Somehow you just compare me to people that are like you.
You, your comoon trait is that you like to create nuisance and annoy people.
So, obviously I'm not you, this kind of people and why should the comparision exist.
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I realized, no matter who it is, the same old trick will just appear.
Everytime it's the same, the same thing will just appear.
Maybe you don't have the time to find other solution, but I think you just have better things to do.
But I think that your list of better things to do is not more important than this.
Isn't it all bout` effort or something, for anyone of us, it's always the same.
I think you just give excuse that you don't know what to get.
Whatever, it's always like this, to me. So you don't have any sincerity at all.
And I think your trick is too crazy, I cannot accept this. I think I won't even bother to open it for you.
Therefore I don't support your crazy action.
It may apply to one people, but you can't apply it to everyone.
And I'm very unwilling to receive it from you in the future.

Tomorrow shall be a good day and an akward one.
Whatever.
Amen.