#1331

OH. So, today is Friday? And school is in days time?
I don't want school. And I don't want to do work with Bengs/Lians.

SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY.
This fucking life I'm having now, it sucks.
JUST ENDED A COLD WAR YET NOW ANOTHER STARTED.
Right then fine, I shall play with you all.
So yesterday, I left the television channel on channel 5 so "x-factor" can sort of like be "recorded". And when I get home all I've to do was to rewind and watch the show. I even left a note that said "don't change the channel". But the thing was my Pa changed the channel when he switched on the television then he saw my note. (I'm not angry bout` this.) When I got home, he told me he switched the channel and said that I shouldn't put the note under the wire. Instead I should had put the note under the remote control because it's easier to see. And I think this is bullshit, totally. The fact that I put it under the wire was that it's clearer. And the wire was on the console, there's no reason for people to miss the note. Then he kept on nagging bout` it and he "apologized". I was that angry then until he said that I ignored him, it's bullshit, it's really bullshit. HE'S NAGGING AND WHAT HE EXPECT ME TO ANSWER? SO I DIDN'T ANSWER MEANT THAT I IGNORED HIM THEN HE PISSED OFF. Who's pissing off who, seriously. He nagged and nagged and nagged and I'm the type that shut my mouth when they "talk" to me. It's not like he doesn't know this. AND HE SHOULD HAD CALLED ME WHEN HE SAW THE NOTE AFTER CHANGING THE CHANNEL. SERIOUSLY.

Everytime they just know how to say things such as, "it's useless to raise you".
我养你没有用.
So, my Dad pissed me off when I got home then I ignored everyone in the house. Worst still, everything was yesterday and I had my dental yesterday. The dental result wasn't good, even though dentist didn't say anything worse but I know it. This persisting pain from my teeth said everything. And all they done was to clean my teeth and nothing else. None of them asked bout` my teeth. Ma should had called during her break instead of asking when she got home. And so what if my Dad asked, he pissed me off. Whatever seriously, because I'm so angry last night that I almost went to sleep without washing my face and brushing my teeth.

AND TODAY?
Pa reached home when I was cooking in the kitchen. I totally ignored him and even flipped off the switch he flipped on for the light. I just threw every plate on the table and into the sink and made lots of noise. And everything just made me all mad. They don't talk to me when they came home and they asked nemesis whether he had dinner. WHAT THE SHIT. Right, so what if they're angry with me or I'm angry with them can't they just make the first move to talk to me.

THE FACT THAT I'M MOST ANGRY WITH WAS, my Ma told me to get my dyed in a salon or whatever because I don't know how to dye. And she said that she will give me money to dye my hair. I told her on Wednesday night that I'm going to dye my hair to hint her to give money. So Thursday morning, there's no extra money given to me. But I continued to dye anyway cause I thought that she'll give me when she came home. But the fact was, my hair was so obvious under the light, it's obvious I dyed my hair. I wanted to tell her to give me the money but my Pa pissed me off and I don't want to talk to anyone. SERIOUSLY, I THOUGHT SHE WILL GIVE ME AUTOMATICALLY. Since she "owed" me money for my hair and the price of the bag is the same as the hair dye-ing. So I intend to buy the bag that I saw with her OCBC card but I didn't. Because I never told her that I'll be using her card, it's kind of like bad. But I regretted when she got home, SHE DIDN'T TALK TO ME AND TREATED ME LIKE TRANSPARENT. Totally regretted that I never use the card to get my stuffs, I should had done it. WHATEVER.

Fine, they shall continue to ignore me.
And likewise for me.
Because, they think it's useless to raise me.
And since they think that it's useless why they bother bout` my grades in school.
SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY.
And nemesis went out for basketball everyday after exam papers end.
Then came back in the evening sometimes later.
AND THEY DIDN'T DO ANYTHING BOUT` IT.
SERIOUSLY. When I was sec2 and I wasn't back by eight, they spammed call me.
What is this. WHAT IS THIS.

OHOH, since it's useless to raise me up then it meant that I'm useless anyway.
Since I'm useless then don't expect me to look after you all.
REALLY.